Heavenly Father Blessing my worries away Guide my thoughts and way
Dad, superhero radition therapy Protect him angels
Instability Sadness enveloped darkness Uncertainty piles
muscles aching, tense Eyes open and close like blinds Beyond physical
fighting to find sleep Tossing and turning repeat Counting the fake sheep
venom in body Pulsating in stomach Restless tapping foot
No to, Mistakes repeated To not learning my lesson Only surviving
Remove from the source What never should be, won’t Burning memories
Temptation revealed Vicious cycles will repeat If you allow it
Colors like changing Ebb and flow of emotions Searching for stillness